I feel like I am waiting. On SO SO many things. Its an anxious kind of place to be. Waiting and wondering what will happen.. if some things will happen at all.. ugh. As an impatient person that tends to enjoy instant gratification more than waiting things out? Its like torture.

 1. Thing One has had some issues this week.. Im not going into them here to much.. just to say that she is grounded until the rapture.. and home, suspended from school until monday. Its been an emotional, wierd weekdend. BUT we are getting over it. She is still in big trouble.. but I think we are in a better place than we were before she did what she did. We are talking more… she had to have some kind of adult converstations with her Dad.. and had to see some kind of hard things about someone she cares about. But in the end. I think, after some time… and WAITING. It will be ok.

2. I am a week late on my period. Again. Another month where this darn medicine isnt doing its job. I take it faithfully, deal with the side affects and it isnt doing to much at all. If Aunt Flo doesnt make an appearance here in 2 weeks or so I will have to go BACK to Dr Baby, and see another month wasted with no cycle at all. Its so discourageing. I keep willing my body to work. DO WHAT YOU ARE MADE TO DO. DANG IT! 

Whining aside. I am doing pretty well. I am makeing some friendships that I have needed badly in my life. When I moved away from Alaska, I also walked away from a lot of my life long friendships. It was a wierd time in our lives for me to be moving away. We were all in HUGE transition times and the HUGE distance between me and there was just to hard. I have remained in contact and even feel really connected to a couple.. but its not the every day contact and friendship.. the kind of friends that stay connected to you in the day to day. Dont get me wrong Steven is my best friend and we talk all the time.. about almost everything. But there is something about having another woman to talk to that makes a difference. I am FINALLY making a couple of friends like that. Its doing me so much good.  They arent close in local.. at all really. But somehow that isnt mattering much! YAY

Anywho. Lots of waiting.. and waiting and waiting. But I guess thats kind of what life is made up of.